ptsd

last night i had a dream, which included this blog and google.

as far as i can remember, this is the first time i've dreamed about the interwebs. regardless, in my dream there was a very angry, hurt male mentioned previously. his emotional distress was a direct result of discovering he'd been mentioned in such a negative light within these virtual pages.

whether inspired by my dream or just curious, i decided to google my name tonight. a variety of boring things came up, but i did happen upon this. indeed, it is a little bizarre to see your name popping up in other's blogs, especially if they're strangers.

if i had to examine all this i'd say i'm perhaps suffering from some twisted merger of guilt and karma that has resulted in my subconscious experiencing a case of post traumatic stress disorder.